I break into song after a decent strength workout in the morning that I am going to have a good day. Of course, driving down the road in Joe’s over sized blazer (he’s currently confiscated my Subaru), I have to put on a show.
Bring back, that loving feeling!! Ohhhwwwoohhh that loving feeling! And don’t look at me like that. I’m nearly 30 years old, 80s rock is a regular staple in my playlist. That and the radio stations around here are very limited in choices.
It’s hard to believe that it’s already Tuesday. I’ve committed myself to regularly running during the week, which is kind of scary for me. Commitment, seriously? I am at least staying active which is a major concern for myself because I have no desire to slip into another depressive state. Sometimes it’s like clawing and snarling at it to chase it away. I know I’ve been pretty quiet lately too. Haven’t had much to write about. Have a few things to post but a lack of motivation to post them. What have I been doing to occupy my time?
Playing Skyrim.
Making new fantasy images that are Skyrim influenced.
Playing Skyrim.
Playing Skyrim.
Working on a new layout for the site. Surprisingly, not Skyrim influenced.
Playing Skyrim.
Exercising.
Playing Skyrim. (THIS GAME WILL NEVER END!)
Quizzing the husband on his 5s and 9s.
PLAYING SKYRIM.
Teaching myself how to model in hexagon.
…yes, you got it by now, playing skyrim.
That game will never end. I have no idea how many hours I’ve sunk into it, but the reviewers were not joking about the amount of things to do in this game. Easily 100+ hours of just random crap to keep yourself occupied without realizing you’ve been sitting in front of the tv (or computer pending your preference) for 2 hours. WHERE DID THOSE 2 HOURS GO???
I’ve come to the solemn conclusion that while I may never work again, I at least have ridiculously long video games to amuse myself with on those hard, hard days of nothingness.
Yes, those hard difficult days. *sighs*
I want to run four days this week, but we’ll see. I don’t always follow through with goals and commitments. Thanks for the Hall & Oates song to start my morning with.

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I try with goals… I’m better with commitments. Like I follow through if I have an appointment or if I’m trying to meet with someone etcetera. But if I try for a goal, I don’t follow through… it flops into like a puddle and then evaporates away. *whistles*